Dancing with Depression
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  • Reads 169
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  • Parts 23
  • Time 17m
Complete, First published Jun 09, 2020
"The more I wanna be free,
The tighter It wraps its arms around me."

It's insane -- driving me mad -- pulling me down. It's been a damn year, still stuck inside, going round and round.  Faithless: I'm becoming what I've feared of. Today wasn't a bad day -- the emptiness won't leave me.

The storm may mess up all that's what's left behind. But it will never seethe the chaos going on inside.

Good morning, everything is fine.
Ain't yours to be handled but mine.
The devil inside, the spasms it brings. The choreography of the heavy breathing, the movement, the swings.  

Securely placed in my head that something I ought to do for a living; mission. Primarily, the letting go of darkness; saying goodbye to depression.

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If you ever felt breaking down, caving in, being extremely sad at the moment,.. this is for you. I know it may not help about the shit you're dealing with but this stuff is here to let you know that you're not alone. 

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This is a suicidal|emo stuff. Self-harm may be included.  
No f*cking git is allowed. 
Song recommendations is at the end of every piece.

: LadyMonSTR
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