Blurred Thoughts.

Reads 364
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Parts 30
Time 16m

Reads 364
Votes 35
Parts 30
Time 16m

anxietyattacks blur broken bullshit dead depression despair emotional emptiness fall family hatelove heart hurtfulwords lies life loss love messedup okay poem poetry probelms story sucidial

......and sometimes life is just hard, and some days are just rough...and sometimes you just gotta cry before you move forward...


These are my Blurred Thoughts..All Rights Reserved

anxietyattacks blur broken bullshit dead depression despair emotional emptiness fall family hatelove heart hurtfulwords lies life loss love messedup okay poem poetry probelms story sucidial

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