My pain is not the kind you cure with drugs. I don't sleep, I don't eat, I don't feel. It is as if someone shut off my humanity. It's all his fault. I knew this was going to happen, but not this way. I can't say I regret it because that would be lying. I can't help feeling stupid. I let him play me like an object. Maybe he did feel something but I don't want to know the answer. I always thought that I had everything figured out...but boy was I wrong. Based on a true story!All Rights Reserved