walkman's secret playlist // bxb
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Last published Sun, Aug 14, 2022
"i've been worried about you, ev"
"why would you be worried about me? what's so great about me to have you care?"
"you don't know, do you?"
"know what?"
"i fucking like you, everest walkman. i fancy you. i enjoy you. i whatever you. can't you tell?"
where everest lee-walkman, a boy with a dream to become a musician, struggles to cope with his existence and laitham fields, the swim team captain with his own hidden difficulties, finds himself getting overly involved in everest's life.
[untimed updates]
rewriting bc it was unfinished for years and 2020 me was not the most poetic with words
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