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Manic

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Elijah Jude has an illness. 
But the illness dosent control who he is. 
After his abusive father gets sent to prison, the voices came. 
The doctors say he dissociates to stay alive. But it's much more complicated than that. 
 Elijah has to learn to navigate through an unfamiliar world while dealing with Dissociative Identity Disorder, and severe P.T.S.D.All Rights Reserved

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Medication (boyxboy) by sickboysoldier

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All of Me cover

Addicted to You *Tracob* cover

Mr. Hunter's Home for Disturb Boys. cover

Saviour's Hell (Completed) cover

The Boy in the Black Hoodie [Complete] cover

Medication (boyxboy) cover

Listen Before You Speak cover

Stars {Complete} cover

Sage & Scars cover

St. Mary's cover

GRAFFITI • A Novel By chriiscore cover

ILL LOVERS cover

DEAR YOU [Part 2] cover

The Broken Kids (BoyxBoy) {Book 1} cover

Chasing Suicide (BXB) cover

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) cover

They lied to me! cover

Noah Mitchell and The Theory of Alternate Universes √ (BoyxBoy) cover

Myocardium cover

Locked In Boredom cover

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