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Today, I Decided To Forgive Myself

Artist_girl_689

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Reads 165,752
Votes 6,064
Parts 54
Time 3h 23m

Artist_girl_689

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"People only become the monster inside when they are forced to.. it's just the way the world works. Remember that the next time you're forced to stare into lifeless eyes." 

And I crook a smile in his direction. Just one last time for his enjoyment. 

Because this is finally the start of my story. No longer is my story an ordinary fairytale where the villain is slain by the hero. It is an adventure of a wicked soul who knows not what mercy is; the world is far too cruel to be soft.

~
HIATUS for a good while

*trigger warning- death, bullying, etc. don't read this if you have suicide triggers or harmful behaviors in relation. 
*flashbacks are all from her very first life
*Its my story, please don't plagiarize
*please give my story a chance
*vote and comment


Highest rankings-

#11 in sadstory; 12/27/2020
#19 in tragedy; 04/21/2021
#8 in strong-female-character; 04/22/2021
#7 in second chance; 01/19/2021
#1 in vendetta; 11/02/2020
#1 in reliving; 08/27/2022All Rights Reserved

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A Whole Different Life (Book I) by TheBluester

"What would you rather? Floating in eternal darkness or...serving me? As my champion?" "Honestly? Neither, why in the world would I choose to be a servant in my next life?!" "Hm, then I suppose-" "Wait, I wasn't finished." She let out a sigh, trepidation heavy in my mind. She's spent her entire life in a world that was 50/50 for her...school was rough but she had companions. Her home life was great but it had its ups and downs. She was beautiful! But...she didn't feel that way. Perhaps another life could give her that? A sense of renewal, a chance to be someone better and greater than the person she originally was. "But! I'll take the latter, I could use a change. A chance to be a different me is always appreciated. After all, it's not like I'm going to be a world-renowned hero right?" ___________ What happens when you die? Do you go to a religious after-life? Do you simply float in black nothingness or do you wake up in the body of another person? Well...for 17-year old Eos Theodoric, a girl who died in a tragic car accident, she knows the answer. Waking up in the body of an animal in service to an Animal Guardian who lives in a different world known as Balerion! Get ready for this one, a fantasy life isn't what it seems! Warning(s): This book may contain descriptions of torture of a slightly graphic nature, sexual innuendos, mentions of rape in a chapter and possibly some graphic death scenes!

MY VILLAIN IS INNOCENT by priyankastoryteller

I reincarnated as a side character who got murdered by her own childhood crush. Now you will ask me who is that ruthless crush? it's the villain of the novel but since i know the future of this world i will change my fate anyway. So i played nice sister to him,get along with is mischievous pranks, spent a peaceful childhood with him .Time passed like that, even after all this i still cannot change one thing that is I fell harder for him than original . But something is wronge.. why does female lead is acting like a psycho who should be a saint now? and male lead who should be depressed has became a womanizer? and villain who should be a tyrant is acting.... innocent?? Read the adventurous journey of Sarah who is reincarnated into a novel but she keeps encountering peoples from her past life in her new world. Can she really live her desired life in midst of all this chaos ? READ " My villain is innocent". // IT'S A FICTION STORY CREATED BY SOLE IMAGINATION. // NOVEL TRANSMIGRATION THEME IS USED HERE. // ANY NAME YOU CAME ACROSS IF FOUND FAMILIAR IS JUST A PURE COINCIDENT, SO IGNORE IT AND ENJOY THE STORY //it's my first time writing so there can be mistakes so please forgive me for that in advance and any advice is welcome. (if you can)

The Another Chance To Live by chxxryx_

After the accident, our protagonist awakens in an unfamiliar and opulent world, but with memories that do not belong to her. As she tries to make sense of her new reality, she discovers that she has been reincarnated into the body of the alluring and cunning villainess from a beloved romance novel her best friend was obsessed with. Now caught in the web of this twisted tale, our protagonist must navigate the treacherous realm of courtly intrigue, forbidden love, and dangerous secrets. As she unravels the mysteries surrounding her new identity, she begins to question her own values and beliefs. Can she escape the fate of the villainess and find her own path to redemption? Or will she be consumed by the temptations that come with her newfound power? Genres: Fantasy, Romance, Adventure and Fiction. _____________________________________________ Disclaimer: Every image used in this novel are not owned by me. They are only used for the purpose of reference to the readers and the rights go to the respectful owners. This novel is a work of imagination and if you find anything similar to another book that readers may have read before then it's a pure coincidence and the events and story is solely my original work.

Transmigrated as the terminally ill villainess by Money_stealer

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The Villainess Doesn't know the meaning of love by YukinoNekoyama0026

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Reincarnated person change the system by Missdreamer_writes

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A Whole Different Life (Book I) cover

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The Another Chance To Live cover

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Reborn again to change WHAT? cover

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A Whole Different Life (Book I)

"What would you rather? Floating in eternal darkness or...serving me? As my champion?" "Honestly? Neither, why in the world would I choose to be a servant in my next life?!" "Hm, then I suppose-" "Wait, I wasn't finished." She let out a sigh, trepidation heavy in my mind. She's spent her entire life in a world that was 50/50 for her...school was rough but she had companions. Her home life was great but it had its ups and downs. She was beautiful! But...she didn't feel that way. Perhaps another life could give her that? A sense of renewal, a chance to be someone better and greater than the person she originally was. "But! I'll take the latter, I could use a change. A chance to be a different me is always appreciated. After all, it's not like I'm going to be a world-renowned hero right?" ___________ What happens when you die? Do you go to a religious after-life? Do you simply float in black nothingness or do you wake up in the body of another person? Well...for 17-year old Eos Theodoric, a girl who died in a tragic car accident, she knows the answer. Waking up in the body of an animal in service to an Animal Guardian who lives in a different world known as Balerion! Get ready for this one, a fantasy life isn't what it seems! Warning(s): This book may contain descriptions of torture of a slightly graphic nature, sexual innuendos, mentions of rape in a chapter and possibly some graphic death scenes!