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Today, I Decided To Forgive Myself

Artist_girl_689

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Reads 165,907
Votes 6,064
Parts 54
Time 3h 23m

Artist_girl_689

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"People only become the monster inside when they are forced to.. it's just the way the world works. Remember that the next time you're forced to stare into lifeless eyes." 

And I crook a smile in his direction. Just one last time for his enjoyment. 

Because this is finally the start of my story. No longer is my story an ordinary fairytale where the villain is slain by the hero. It is an adventure of a wicked soul who knows not what mercy is; the world is far too cruel to be soft.

~
HIATUS for a good while

*trigger warning- death, bullying, etc. don't read this if you have suicide triggers or harmful behaviors in relation. 
*flashbacks are all from her very first life
*Its my story, please don't plagiarize
*please give my story a chance
*vote and comment


Highest rankings-

#11 in sadstory; 12/27/2020
#19 in tragedy; 04/21/2021
#8 in strong-female-character; 04/22/2021
#7 in second chance; 01/19/2021
#1 in vendetta; 11/02/2020
#1 in reliving; 08/27/2022All Rights Reserved

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