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Today, I Decided To Forgive Myself

Artist_girl_689

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Reads 165,592
Votes 6,062
Parts 54
Time 3h 23m

Artist_girl_689

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"People only become the monster inside when they are forced to.. it's just the way the world works. Remember that the next time you're forced to stare into lifeless eyes." 

And I crook a smile in his direction. Just one last time for his enjoyment. 

Because this is finally the start of my story. No longer is my story an ordinary fairytale where the villain is slain by the hero. It is an adventure of a wicked soul who knows not what mercy is; the world is far too cruel to be soft.

~
HIATUS for a good while

*trigger warning- death, bullying, etc. don't read this if you have suicide triggers or harmful behaviors in relation. 
*flashbacks are all from her very first life
*Its my story, please don't plagiarize
*please give my story a chance
*vote and comment


Highest rankings-

#11 in sadstory; 12/27/2020
#19 in tragedy; 04/21/2021
#8 in strong-female-character; 04/22/2021
#7 in second chance; 01/19/2021
#1 in vendetta; 11/02/2020
#1 in reliving; 08/27/2022All Rights Reserved

femaleprotagonist happyend rebel rebirth reborn reincarnation reliving sad sadstory secondchance strong-female-character struggle tragedy vendetta villain villainess

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A Whole Different Life (Book I)

"What would you rather? Floating in eternal darkness or...serving me? As my champion?" "Honestly? Neither, why in the world would I choose to be a servant in my next life?!" "Hm, then I suppose-" "Wait, I wasn't finished." She let out a sigh, trepidation heavy in my mind. She's spent her entire life in a world that was 50/50 for her...school was rough but she had companions. Her home life was great but it had its ups and downs. She was beautiful! But...she didn't feel that way. Perhaps another life could give her that? A sense of renewal, a chance to be someone better and greater than the person she originally was. "But! I'll take the latter, I could use a change. A chance to be a different me is always appreciated. After all, it's not like I'm going to be a world-renowned hero right?" ___________ What happens when you die? Do you go to a religious after-life? Do you simply float in black nothingness or do you wake up in the body of another person? Well...for 17-year old Eos Theodoric, a girl who died in a tragic car accident, she knows the answer. Waking up in the body of an animal in service to an Animal Guardian who lives in a different world known as Balerion! Get ready for this one, a fantasy life isn't what it seems! Warning(s): This book may contain descriptions of torture of a slightly graphic nature, sexual innuendos, mentions of rape in a chapter and possibly some graphic death scenes!