Today, I Decided To Forgive Myself
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"People only become the monster inside when they are forced to.. it's just the way the world works. Remember that the next time you're forced to stare into lifeless eyes."
And I crook a smile in his direction. Just one last time for his enjoyment.
Because this is finally the start of my story. No longer is my story an ordinary fairytale where the villain is slain by the hero. It is an adventure of a wicked soul who knows not what mercy is; the world is far too cruel to be soft.
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HIATUS for a good while
*trigger warning- death, bullying, etc. don't read this if you have suicide triggers or harmful behaviors in relation.
*flashbacks are all from her very first life
*Its my story, please don't plagiarize
*please give my story a chance
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#19 in tragedy; 04/21/2021
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#7 in second chance; 01/19/2021
#1 in vendetta; 11/02/2020
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