Confessions of a main character

For Blue Stevenson, life is good. She is the main character, and her cast of supportive side characters love her. Her love interest doesn't know she exists, but who's does? However, being the main character can come with complications, including the desecration of some things that help make Blue's life so good. This story, about suffering from disillusionment, depression, and the desertion of those things that make life worthwhile, serves as her confessional.