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The Eccedentesiast

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Eccedentesiast 
[ex-ced-den-tee-she-ist]
(n.) Someone who fakes a smile, when all they want to do is cry, disappear, and/or die.

*I won't give previews to avoid any spoilers*

WARNING ⚠️
- Mature language/themes
- Descriptive stuff that may trigger many readers
- Self-harm
- Suicide
- And many more that I won't list to avoid spoilers


*If any of these things trigger you, please be cautious. If you are suffering with any of the things listed, please seek help. Remember to do it willingly, don't hesitate to send me a private message if you want to talk about your problems. I'm here to listen, even if it's just for some advice.

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Book 1 of 3 Began: Monday, October 15, 2018 Finished: Friday, November 16, 2018 I sat down at a desk with my laptop open and a cup of tea. From there I just let my imagination go wild. My fingers wove the worlds that my mind told me to. This was the outcome. This was the product of that madness. This is the state of my mind. NOTE: I own all the characters/stories/photos used in this book. Please do not try to claim any of my work as your own without proper crediting. Also, please note that this book will contain mature content (strong language/violence/sensitive themes/etc.) and is meant for a mature audience. Reader discretion is always advised. Thank you. Not edited by a professional. Updates: Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday unless otherwise specified. Feel free to leave a vote/comment/follow! Now, I hope you enjoy! Thank you so much for reading! © 2018 K.N. Herzner