Dealing With My Self
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Last published Fri, Jun 12, 2020
i wished i'll go crazy, because i feel like being crazy will free my mind thinking all the problem in my life, will free me to think on my day to day life, will free me from thinking what will happened on the next day of my life, will free me on what other people judgement, will free me to think on people expectation on me, will free me to get a job for my future, will free me to think what to eat everyday, will free me from all the suffering that is happening to me every single day. it so hard to live in this kind of world were everyone judge you for not being what they expect you to be. i really wished to stop this kind of feeling.
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