Admit That It Hurts You
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  • Reads 786
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 2h 17m
Ongoing, First published Jun 12, 2020
Mature
Second Book To Forgotten: 

I caused this, the mishaps, the mistakes, the wounds I reopened, that was all my fault. I hurt myself and in all of that, I ended up hurting her.

None of it was my attention, and I don't want to bear that much pain on my shoulders ever again. He passed years ago and I need to accept and let go but can I? If I don't I will probably end up losing her and I'll end up in nightmare that I can't escape.

7 months until her tour is over, so much can happen in those months. It can be over in an instant and everything we gone through would be gone for nothing. After everything I did for love would it be worth it, love hurts!! It hurts more than the scars on my body.

The days feel like weeks and months feel like years. I'd give anything, to start over again, to make up for all the mistakes and problems I've caused. To open that door one time and just tell her I'm sorry, I miss you, and I love you.

I want to be there for her 27th birthday, I want to be there for our 2nd Christmas, I want her to be there for my 24th...for some odd reason that will never happen and I have to learn and accept that .
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