Admit That It Hurts You

Admit That It Hurts You

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Second Book To Forgotten: I caused this, the mishaps, the mistakes, the wounds I reopened, that was all my fault. I hurt myself and in all of that, I ended up hurting her. None of it was my attention, and I don't want to bear that much pain on my shoulders ever again. He passed years ago and I need to accept and let go but can I? If I don't I will probably end up losing her and I'll end up in nightmare that I can't escape. 7 months until her tour is over, so much can happen in those months. It can be over in an instant and everything we gone through would be gone for nothing. After everything I did for love would it be worth it, love hurts!! It hurts more than the scars on my body. The days feel like weeks and months feel like years. I'd give anything, to start over again, to make up for all the mistakes and problems I've caused. To open that door one time and just tell her I'm sorry, I miss you, and I love you. I want to be there for her 27th birthday, I want to be there for our 2nd Christmas, I want her to be there for my 24th...for some odd reason that will never happen and I have to learn and accept that .
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Forgotten

Ever since I was 9 she was my bestfriend, Over time my feeling towards her grew and she meant everything to me even if she didn't know that. When I was 16 she graduated highschool and she focused her life on music and a year later she left for her first tour. I didn't know it at the time but it was then that we started to grow apart. A year later we were completely out of each other's lives. That year was the worst year of life at 19 I got into a very traumatic incident losing someone important to me. It was then that I decided to give up on her and shut everyone out that I cared. 3 years later I was finally turning thing around to better myself but there she was standing in front of my door. She was asking me to forgive her, how can I forgive her if I can't even forgive myself. I had to suppress those emotions, my feeling towards her. She needs to know that I gave up on her, and she should've done the same. Her stubbornness got the better of me, I thought I could keep those emotions lock away but I couldn't. Now it's all catching up to me and it's all flooding way to quickly, I can't keep myself together. I'm hurting her for the things I've caused. I thought I could forget, let be for once but I can't.

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