Samantha Green
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My name is Sam . I am 15 years old and I suffer from stage 5 depression. I was in a mental hospital for three years ,because people insisted that I was insane . I think what was actually insane , was the people who felt so low in life that they had to bring me down with them . Apparently I look like an anorexic bitch .. Skipping a few meals a week doesn't mean I'm anorexic .. Now does it ? Anyway , let me tell you my story . I was around 11 when I became a stage 1 depressed preteen . I guess things got worse as the years went on and now I'm a stage 5 . Once you become depressed , you feel as if you are all alone in this world and have no reason to be here . You do though , trust me . Three years ago .. August 9 , 2011 , I tried taking pills , I thought nobody would notice or care . I was wrong . I didn't die , but I was in a coma for a really long time . All I remember is that I saw my mother crying . That was enough to know that she cared for me . I felt like shit . I regret it....
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