Broken
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Broken-that's the best way to describe me. I drown in the loneliness of my heavy heart. My eyes are clouded with tears and my mind is numb with all these inevitable feelings.
Behind the masked smile I fake, my face is tainted with bitterness and pain. All I feel is pure pain and heartbreak. It crumbles me from within, carrying me into a swirl of emotions that my mind can't escape.
The more I try to rise, the more I fell. But I won't give up. I will rise from the ashes and grow better. I will be better than ever! Either I would become strong or be destroyed forever! You can't break what's already broken!
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