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...Nothing matters...

Shi_the_death_demon

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Reads 320
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Parts 18
Time 4h 3m

Shi_the_death_demon

Mature

demons fantasy gore love sadness thriller

This story contains delicate topics,such as:Self harm,Suicide,eating disorders,abuse,bullying and others,please if you don't feel comfortable reading about these topics,do not read the book,I care about your safety,and I don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable


All of the pictures I use for the chapters,are not of my property,they belong to their respective creators

This story is the difficult life of a girl named Shi Anami,a perfect and smart child, constantly controlled by her mother,who seems a nice and beautiful woman,she uses her kind appearance to make other people think she is the perfect mother,a nice and kind lady who raised a cute and obedient child,in reality she tortures mentally and physically her daughter, constantly hitting her,if she cries or if she tries to talk,Shi decided to not talk anymore with anybody,wanting to get stronger to finally finish her pain,even if her depression,and mental illnesses doesn't make her life better.
Shi only cares about her childhood friend,she decides to resist and go on,just to stay by their side,moved by a promise she made long ago.....

Will she succumb to the pain....? Will she keep her promise...?

No one knows it....

The only important thing..

Is to destroy the light...

Saving everyone

The fate of their life depends on her hands...All Rights Reserved

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Live Wired (on indefinite hold)

# I will stop publishing my story on wattpad because I'm worried about plagiarism. The world has been destroyed. All that remains is the Ark, and inside it, humans are oppressed by the Eldritch. On the outside, only death awaits thanks to heat so scorching it burns you alive, and cold so chilling, it freezes your retinas in under half a minute. Erin Watts is a 15-year-old human living in the slums of Designated Area No.6. He attends the prestigious Arlington School of Servitude and wants nothing more than having a bright future. Unfortunately, things aren't going his way as of late. His mother, a syred human, is sick and about to die. When she bites the dust, her protection from being syred to an Eldritch master will die with her, leaving Erin unprotected. His school is also starting to suspect he might not come from a wealthy background. And, to top it all off, his Eldritch neighbor wants to rape him and torture him to death. Could it get any worse for him? What can Erin do? How far will he go before he breaks down? Can he beat the system? Find out in this story about oppression, desperation, violence, and a pair of crazy girls. Disclaimer: The girls in this story are not the cliche mindless and submissive Daisies you find around Wattpad. If you are into that, then don't let the door hit you and leave. It also won't have your cliche yanderes.