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...Nothing matters...

Shi_the_death_demon

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Reads 320
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Parts 18
Time 4h 3m

Shi_the_death_demon

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demons fantasy gore love sadness thriller

This story contains delicate topics,such as:Self harm,Suicide,eating disorders,abuse,bullying and others,please if you don't feel comfortable reading about these topics,do not read the book,I care about your safety,and I don't want anyone to feel uncomfortable


All of the pictures I use for the chapters,are not of my property,they belong to their respective creators

This story is the difficult life of a girl named Shi Anami,a perfect and smart child, constantly controlled by her mother,who seems a nice and beautiful woman,she uses her kind appearance to make other people think she is the perfect mother,a nice and kind lady who raised a cute and obedient child,in reality she tortures mentally and physically her daughter, constantly hitting her,if she cries or if she tries to talk,Shi decided to not talk anymore with anybody,wanting to get stronger to finally finish her pain,even if her depression,and mental illnesses doesn't make her life better.
Shi only cares about her childhood friend,she decides to resist and go on,just to stay by their side,moved by a promise she made long ago.....

Will she succumb to the pain....? Will she keep her promise...?

No one knows it....

The only important thing..

Is to destroy the light...

Saving everyone

The fate of their life depends on her hands...All Rights Reserved

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