After serving in the British Army for thirteen years, Charles had finally cracked. He could no longer go on, no matter how badly he wanted to. The flashbacks, and the nightmares were too much; they were affecting his ability to function normally ... not even Rosabaya could make him a 'fully functioning soldier'. Not anymore. Finding out that he could no longer do the job that he loved sent him into a downwards spiral. He had completely lost himself. He had completely lost his old happy and joking self. The happiness being replaced by an overwhelming sense of shame and guilt. He had failed life. Or so he thought... When he meets twenty-five year old Danielle, will Charles be able to find himself again? Will he find himself a new normal lifestyle?