Shattered

shat·tered verb \ˈsha-tər\ : (person) to be broken into fragments or become weak or insubstantial; to weaken,destroy,or refute; to impair or destroy(health,nerves,etc.).

"Sometimes, I feel like ripping apart my skin,and searching for a reason for why I feel this empty. Maybe my veins are tangled, or something is lodged in my rib cage. Because it feels like something inside of me is missing or broken."