Behind The Smile (Depressed Deku x Todoroki)
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Last published Wed, Aug 12, 2020
After Midoriya's mom died in a car accident while saving Midoriya, his dad started to abuse him and blame him for her death. Midoriya became depressed and he thought he was "unlovable" and 'worthless' If only there was a certain half n' half boy to prove him wrong.
(This is an improved version of 'The Real Scars' also written by me. My writing style has changed a lot and my old writing was definitely cringe worthy. These chapters are also longer and have less errors, so I hope you enjoy.)
Contains:
Depression
Suicide attempts
Self-harm
Rape
Boy x Boy
TodoDeku
Dadzawa
Maybe smut
Cursing
Fluff
Rankings:
Angsty- #73 (7/7/20)
Shototodoroki- #314 (7/7/20)
Izukumidoriya- #685 (7/7/20)
Todorokixmidoriya- #23 (7/7/20)
Midoriya- #974 (7/7/20)
Shoto- #488 (7/7/20)
Saddeku- #27 (7/7/20)
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