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Behind The Smile (Depressed Deku x Todoroki)

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Reads 5,248
Votes 136
Parts 6
Time 1h 6m

angst angsty cutting dadzawa depression fluff gay izuku izukumidoriya midoriya saddeku selfharm shoto shototodoroki tododeku todoroki todorokixmidoriya

After Midoriya's mom died in a car accident while saving Midoriya, his dad started to abuse him and blame him for her death. Midoriya became depressed and he thought he was "unlovable" and 'worthless' If only there was a certain half n' half boy to prove him wrong.


(This is an improved version of 'The Real Scars' also written by me. My writing style has changed a lot and my old writing was definitely cringe worthy. These chapters are also longer and have less errors, so I hope you enjoy.)




Contains:
Depression 
Suicide attempts
Self-harm
Rape
Boy x Boy
TodoDeku
Dadzawa

Maybe smut
Cursing
Fluff

Rankings:
Angsty- #73 (7/7/20)
Shototodoroki- #314 (7/7/20)
Izukumidoriya- #685 (7/7/20)
Todorokixmidoriya- #23 (7/7/20)
Midoriya- #974 (7/7/20)
Shoto- #488 (7/7/20)
Saddeku- #27 (7/7/20)All Rights Reserved

angst angsty cutting dadzawa depression fluff gay izuku izukumidoriya midoriya saddeku selfharm shoto shototodoroki tododeku todoroki todorokixmidoriya

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