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Behind The Smile (Depressed Deku x Todoroki)

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Reads 5,256
Votes 136
Parts 6
Time 1h 6m

angst angsty cutting dadzawa depression fluff gay izuku izukumidoriya midoriya saddeku selfharm shoto shototodoroki tododeku todoroki todorokixmidoriya

After Midoriya's mom died in a car accident while saving Midoriya, his dad started to abuse him and blame him for her death. Midoriya became depressed and he thought he was "unlovable" and 'worthless' If only there was a certain half n' half boy to prove him wrong.


(This is an improved version of 'The Real Scars' also written by me. My writing style has changed a lot and my old writing was definitely cringe worthy. These chapters are also longer and have less errors, so I hope you enjoy.)




Contains:
Depression 
Suicide attempts
Self-harm
Rape
Boy x Boy
TodoDeku
Dadzawa

Maybe smut
Cursing
Fluff

Rankings:
Angsty- #73 (7/7/20)
Shototodoroki- #314 (7/7/20)
Izukumidoriya- #685 (7/7/20)
Todorokixmidoriya- #23 (7/7/20)
Midoriya- #974 (7/7/20)
Shoto- #488 (7/7/20)
Saddeku- #27 (7/7/20)All Rights Reserved

angst angsty cutting dadzawa depression fluff gay izuku izukumidoriya midoriya saddeku selfharm shoto shototodoroki tododeku todoroki todorokixmidoriya

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Behind the Smile | TodoBakuDeku | Book 1 by 4KxEmma

Book 2 Prologue & Chapter 1 Out Now!!! During a tragic series of events, Midoriya is struck by a quirk that forces its victims to commit suicide. Is Midoriya strong enough to fight through mental anguish with Bakugo and Todoroki by his side, while Aizawa searches for answers? Top Rankings: #1 TodoBakuDeku #1 BakuTodoDeku #1 DekuTodo #1 DarkDeku #2 SadDeku #3 DekuBakuTodo Completed 5/7/23 TRIGGER WARNING: I do not want to give too much of the plot away, but there will be several topics that some may find disturbing or triggering, including various forms of self-harm. I do not own the rights to My Hero Academia

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"I've been broken so many times that I can't feel the pain anymore. I'm no one. I'm nothing..." "Icyhot--" "If I can't die, what should I do?" "Live. You're gonna live, dammit. You're gonna get through this." "Yeah? That's what I thought the first time. No, that's just what I was told. It doesn't get better, Bakugou. It just doesn't..." [Original date of publication: May 15th, 2021.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive topics/themes. Dislcaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. - **Fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**

His Breaking Point by 15ShotoRoki15

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Void | Depressed Todoroki x Midoriya by luxzine

Todoroki attempts to hide his eating disorder from his friends and from himself. Not wanting to accept that he needs help, Todoroki denies that anything is wrong with him and ends up sinking further into his depression. But what happens when Midoriya begins to notice the signs of Todoroki's eating disorder? [Completed on 03/31/23. #1 in todoroki on 01/26/23. #1 in dekutodo on 01/28/23 #1 in todorokixdeku on 12/28/24.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Panic attacks ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Suicidal Midoriya x Todoroki | Invisible by luxzine

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You Are My ☀️Sunshine☀️ {suicidal Midoriya X Todoroki} {DONE EDITING} by AngalinaWhite101

You are my sunshine "ITS YOURS YOUR QUIRK NOT HIS!!" My only sunshine "Well protect them together..." You make me happy "Todoroki-kun!" When sky's are grey "I-I- Love you too!!!" You'll never know dear "Your ok." How much I Love You... "I'm sorry..." Please don't take my sunshine away "Please don't go Izuku." {done editing} So if they have a {} around them they have been edited _______________________ ⚠️WARNING⚠️ *this book may contain Mature content Depression Triggering Death {started 2/14/19} {finished 5/24/19}

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