Valerie
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Last published Mon, Aug 3, 2020
Valerie, an emotional teenager with a strong mind is being judged daily.
she wakes up calm and sleeps with spite. she can't find happiness even in the place she calls home.
Every atom of her being is broken but she pulls herself together in the eyes of everyone.
Is she ever going to express her feelings with tears or will she have an unforced smile. overcomes all things that come with doubt.
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