Bullied

Hi I'm Arron Davis I'm a seventeen year old girl who is abused by her drunken dad and neglected by her work alcoholic mother. I have a brother that is never home and a sister that is god knows where. I try to live a normal life, but I also get bullied a school I have no friends not one! All of them turned on me in 9th grade and have hated me ever since then! The thing is I have never done anything to them. I'm a normal size teenager not to small or to large just right, but I'm still called fat. I don't understand! Will I ever be loved???