There was nothing left to lose

"There was really something there before and after all mistakes were made or it was just a crush to let go someday."
Varian keep wondering in his mind
(First anniversary adittion )
Cassandra doesn't know how to feel ...her life was going alright..she and Raps were bonding over the six months they had know each other ..and then they were on the black rocks path, hair grows and this "wizard" ( alchemist) becomes part of her life so suddenly ...what is up with this feeling ?...