After I lost you
jordanashleighh
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jordanashleighh
Ongoing, First published Jun 16, 2020
Mature
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Astrid's not your normal 20 year old. She's next in line for her father's mafia, and her mother is basically Russian royalty. Her whole life, nothing has been "normal", and her main goal is to prove to everyone that she can take on every challenge life throws at her. However, when a tragedy strikes, Astrid"s lost- and can't seem to find a purpose anymore. Can the new boy in school bring back some of the light in her life? Or will his darkness just ruin her more? 

{Hi this is my first ever story so if it sucks or doesn't make sense at parts then I'm so sorry lmaooo}
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