Forgetting The Clown (Hisoka x Reader)

Sequel of Knowing The Clown

A past.. made of a blurry love and clear heartbreak drive the woman mad.
She lost her soul. Completely eaten by the shadow behind her. Losing herself in the process...

She only wanted to know the clown.. but she was pulled into his world. It does not differ from her own world yet she was completely lost. Every turn was different. It was like a maze she cannot escape. And no matter how much she tried to run away, she stumbles back to him. Or does she really just not want to run away?

Now that she knew every part of him, His very soul and his very being, she regretted everything.

She now just wanted to turn away. Completely forget the man who made her felt love the first time, the same man who made her think that love isn't for someone like her.

But the pain in her chest was not enough, it was not enough to make her want to kill him.

Now she hides in the shadow. Dead in the minds of those who knew her.

But her past, the blur of that night where her family dies by the hand of an unknown person, haunts her. Crawling in her dreams. And once again, she had the urge to kill.

But in the middle of her doing a massacre, a certain person found her.

Who could it be? it's none other than the man who felt a sick pleasure from killing people. The same man who she's trying to forget.

This time, instead of trying to know him... she just wanted to turn away. What she should have had done the first time they met.

She just... wanted to... forget the fcking Clown.