Erstwhile

"You use erstwhile to describe someone that used to be the type of person indicated, but no longer is" -Collins English Dictionary

example of erstwhile in a sentence:

"I saw my erstwhile self grieving in the mirror but I refused to acknowledge her existence."

Sabi nila, lahat ay pabago bago- lahat ay nagbabago, kahit hindi man natin gustuhin. Change is the only thing permanent. How scary can that be?

Once upon a time, you liked the smell of roses- but now, you preferred lilac.

Once upon a time, you loved dreaming- but now, you'd rather be awake and moving.

Once upon a time, you loved him and he loved you.

- or at least, you thought he did.