It hurts. It truly hurts to have to get up and go to school, only to be shoved into the lockers and pushed to the floor. My name is Octavia Anastasio, but at school, everybody calls me Ava. I'm 16 years old. At school, kids bully me and at home, my brother ignores me. I don't even know what I did to deserve it but I'm used to it by know. Where may my parents be you ask? Well, they are always busy as work or on business trips, because asking according to them, it's more important than family. I also have my best friend, Joey Birlem, who has been there for me since we were babies. That's pretty much all you need to know about me.
Actually, that's a lie. To take away to the pain, some people who are victims of bullying self-harm. Others paint and draw. Me? I dance ... on TikTok. Yup. That's my biggest secret. I live in two completely different worlds. The Octavia that my bullies at school see wears big hoodies to cover her face, contacts that change her eye color, and she never cares to brush her hair. On the hand, the Octavia that my supporters (57.4 million people to be exact) see, the real me, wears a little bit of makeup, no contacts, and clothes that show some of my body.
The only person who knows about this is Joey. He claimes that I should go to school as the real me, but I know that if I would, things would only get worse. A few years ago, I actually used to be friends with all the kids who bully me. Suddenly, things changed and as soon as the bullying began, I put up a wall or became the person everyone knows as Ava, and stuck by the one kid who didn't leave me high and dry, Joey. Here is my story. 👋
Asher rolls his eyes and then turns back to me. "One more." He leans back in and kisses me for a second, biting my lip and then pulling away. He leans his forehead against mine and breathes deeply.
"I don't think I can fucking contain myself tonight if you're gonna look like that." I look up at him and feel everything become molten.
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𝗔𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗿𝘀 ↬ she's your basic, molded into the background, type girl. She does everything she can to stay unseen. The only people she can trust are her friends, but they don't even know about all of her trauma. No one does. She's just trying to get through highschool so that she can leave her town, and never look back.
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𝗔𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 ↬ he's your average, female loved, boy. Well, kinda average. He just happens to be one of the most popular singers of his generation. All girls love him, all guys envy him. He's been touring around Europe for a while, but he's ready for a break. He ends up moving to Calloway, New York, to take a break from his career. But, Calloway just happens to be the town Allie lives in.
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𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗮 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗽 between the two happens at school, rumors start to spread that they're dating. The two are forced to pretend to have a relationship for the sake of Asher's career. But, a lot can happen when you fake date a rockstar 𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀.
(𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗮/𝗻)
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༛ REWRITTEN ༛
༛ NEW CHAPTERS FROM ASHER'S POV ༛