A possible couple

Jocelyn was lost of words when Mark turned the corner and stumbled upon her. He wasn't looking and didn't apologize. He just bent down and stacked 3 books up to later look up and see Lexy and run to her. As luck would have it he hit me with his knee as he was getting up. I don't know what his problem is but this made me more on guard and detest him. That was my first impression. Mark isn't even that good looking but he still hangs around those popular people making small talk and being their goffer. He isn't that good looking but I know he's cool. Everyone knows that whoever catches his eye would be treated like a princess. He's rich and strong but scary and possessive. How exactly did I know so much? Throughout my 4th year of high school he's been dropping girls out in the school's film club. Another possible place to meet him is in the school's event planning monitors. I deduced it was because he wanted to get the first word of events and to give a hand in the themed dance club. All I ever did was yell at him and whack him with paper so nobody expected us to turn like this either.
I really don't have much interest in a lot of things, if it becomes too difficult I give up. There's nobody to encourage me for it. I'm not good at anything anyways, not even at standing out. If I said something I'd get laughed at or a huge silence would follow. When it comes to knowing girls though I can read them like an open book and the same goes with strength. I can sense danger and fun. But my reaction gets slowed down when I lack sleep, coincidentally it always happens when I'm meeting Jocelyn. Usually, I wouldn't remember her name but since she likes being the boss of some big stuff, I do. In all honesty, I hate meeting her. She's too nosy and emotional about things that's why I always make sure to get some SSS+ level sleep. I know all this about myself plus the fact that I'm pretty gutsy and that I can't develop feelings easily so girls sense that and end up dumping me.