When everything seems to be in place, serenity resurface. Or so they thought... Alfrein Gonzales, in midst of accepting his fate and conceding to his struggles with himself, his feelings, and everything, the chaos within him didn't subside but surged much stronger driving him to do otherwise. (His POV) Book 2 of 3 Book 1: If Only I Stayed Book 3: If Only I Surrendered