This Stupid Love
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Last published Thu, Jun 18, 2020
"Ntuthuko I think we should take a break. I want to be able to live without you. I want to want you Jama, not need you. I need that right now." And finally I think I understand what she's trying to say to me. I understand what she needs.
I wipe stray tears from her eyes."I understand. " I kiss her forehead and pull her into my arms until it's time to let her go.
I watch her leave me for what I hope isn't forever.
Jessica Luella-Zuma has a tough life. Her father is very abusive and her life seems to be toppling but that all becomes a blur as long as she has Ntuthuko. Ntuthuko is a messed up boy who loses himself in a quest to finding closure. When they become each other's anchor, they're inseparable. It is a jealous love that they have, one always afraid of losing the other. This is how they learn that love is stupid as it is blind.
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