Memories
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  • Reads 8,061
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  • Parts 36
  • Time 4h 42m
Complete, First published Jun 19, 2020
"She was right there ... in my arms ... dying."

Two years have passed since Anakin Skywalker's mother died, and Anakin is struggling to focus on the present when the past keeps coming back to him. 
When Asajj Ventress is seen on Tatooine, Anakin, Obi-Wan, and Ahsoka are instructed to seek her out. Anakin must face his fears and go back to the very place where his mother died in order to save the galaxy ... and himself.  But will he overcome the past, or will he crack under the pressure? Will he allow his friends to help him, or will he shut them out? And with a surprise from Dooku looming in the background, will it all become too much for Anakin?

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**This is book no. 1 in my series "The Sting of Time." Just so you know :)**

This is a noncanon Star Wars fanfic with a mix of adventure, angsty feelings, and a touch of romance. Also, as I've written a couple of other fanfics, this book is not a sequel to either of the others. Just to clear things up. :)
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"Your Padawan was weak, like you. So I killed her," said the Togruta, circling Anakin's interrogation chair. Anakin finally looked at her in disbelief and horror, tears in his eyes. He stared into hers, begging them to return to ocean blue. But it was no use. This girl may have looked like Ahsoka, but she was not his Padawan any longer. The Dark Side had truly taken her. ~~~ In this galaxy, Palpatine was killed in a speeder accident when he was a boy, and never rose to power. Another Dark Lord created Order 66, but was more interested in simply killing the Jedi quickly and efficiently. He wasn't looking for an apprentice. In this galaxy, Anakin never went to the Dark Side. In this galaxy, Padmé survived. In this galaxy, the Skywalker family lives together, far from harm's way, where they can raise their children in peace. In this galaxy, Ahsoka Tano has been dead for eleven years. Or so Anakin Skywalker thinks. ~ I obviously do not own Disney nor any parts of Star Wars, the only things that are mine are any non-canon characters made by me. Highest ranking: #1 in Ahsoka (it was only for like a week but I was very happy) and #1 in anidala