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So I do have a Clexa story in the making but the story I have set for that book are settled already and I do have some other random iders sometimes so I thought this would be a good way to do that... with another book... anyway!

This book is basically a one person POV and her name is Yukie (you-key) shes all alone on what seem like a world of lost words. What happened to all the people is up to you to find out if you what to actually read this book. What will she find on her journey? What even is her journey even about? Will we learn more about her, even the darkest of trails in her mind? 

Find out by reading my book! I can't promise I'll be able to keep your interest, but I'll try and avoid the long chapters worth of talking, they might happen but I'll try my best! 

Enjoy! Talk soon my beans!

- Cursing
- self harm
- possibly smut.. no promises tho!! (New at it)

Updates every Thursday or Friday!All Rights Reserved

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