why do I feel this way
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This is just a story about how Eli was in a abusive relationship this is based on one of kikuos songs! Alot of angst and blood if this kind of stuff triggers you don't read! 🌸💗💫
Also eli was in a relationship with a boy before in this story :0 he was exploring his sexuality at the time
I do not own these characters Eli is from a game called identity v!
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