"I'm sick, Alan, really sick." Sometimes when you think it's the end, it's only the beginning. Austin thought he could save me, but in giving me everything, he ruined me. Because after one kiss, one touch, I couldn't - I wouldn't ever be the same. Especially since in the end, he won't be here. College sucks, specifically if you're, depressed, dying and in love.

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Austin Carlile and Alan Ashby meet in school. Both of them are seniors, Alan is the new kid, Austin is friends with everyone. Soon they're inseparable and not too much later they fall for each other. This is their story of adventurous and sexy times. includes: smut, smut and thats about it.

So this will be gay one shots! Along with the ships you guys know and I know. Like from bands, YouTubers, kpop shippers So yeah. I'll be updating this one whenever I have the chance. REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN OF YOU LIKE. COMMENT OR POST ON MY USER BECAUSE MY MESSAGES WONT WORK AND I DONT RECEIVE. OKAY READ ALIENS

What happens when Alan, an ordinary 22 yr old from Brevard County, Florida, who loved to enjoy the simple things in life, with no mess, and no drama, meet's Austin, a 24yr Army Officer when he comes to Brevard County for summer brake? Can love really concur all, or will the stress, struggles and life tear them apart? Loosely based on the film Dear John.

(boyXboy) (Cashby) (Slight smut) It's Alan Ashby's first year of college. We all know that some interesting stuff happens at college, but who knew that this would happen. He meets the quite charming Austim Carlile, along with some of Austin's interesting friends, but he also meets a certain someone who Austin used to date, Shayle. What happens when Shay comes back for a visit and meets,Alan? How will Alan react? And what else will happen to our cute little Cashby couple?

"You don't just leave someone you love Kellin. Yes we have a few problems but your supposed to work through them. Not just leave." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alan has just started college and when he meets Austin. How he feels about his long term boyfriend start to change once he starts to realize things between the two may not be as perfect as he thought. Austin tries to wiggle his way into Alan's life and help him as much as he can. His feeling for the small ginger boy only grow each time they talk. Can Austin help Alan see reason before it's too late? ~Trigger Warning: relationship abuse~

Homophobia and two boys kissing. (Austin Carlile + Alan Ashby)

When Alan can't take the pain any longer, Austin Carlile steps into the picture and changes his world forever. WARNING: TRIGGERING

The dreams won't stop. I need to find him.