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It was always you

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Parts 27
Time 3h 14m

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anxiety businesswoman caring cheating completed depression drama fallinginlove heartbreak hurt inlovewithyou issues loneliness love loving maturelanguage neglected romance romantic strong twins

Sasha had the perfect life for a 24 year old, in a committed relationship for 2 years, stable job and an amazing apartment. Life was going good until she came back home early one day and realized that her boyfriend had been cheating on her with a woman named Cassie. 

Coming from a neglected background, she struggled with being cheated on, getting over with it, coming to realize she never really loved him, she was always in love with... 

=== 

Will you? You are alone after so many years. 

You are not beautiful. No one will ever want you. 

Just as she felt better, her demons were back, she fought back the tears but her ex Drake words will always haunt her. 

No one will ever want you.

No one will ever want you.

No one will ever want you. 

She felt herself starting to get an anxiety attack. She knew she needed to calm down, she knew that she wasn't what Drake painted her to be, she knew but her demons always came to haunt her at her lowest.All Rights Reserved

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