I Can't Hold On Much Longer...
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Last published Mon, Jun 22, 2020
Being kidnapped by the League of Villains changed Katsuki, as much as he hates to admit it. Everyone noticed a shift in his "energy" when he was rescued. Something seemed off. Although, despite everything, they didn't even question Bakugou's new behavior. It wasn't too different from before, no, but you could tell something was bothering him. Whether it was something big or something small, there was a weight on his shoulders holding him down.
His punches were weaker, his grades slowly dropped, his harsh words turned into silent glares. Only a fool would ignore these signs, but of course, class 1-A is the biggest fool of them all. So, Bakugou Katsuki, is facing the world on his own. With the memories of what they did to him crawling their way into his mind, he struggles to hold on.
Hold on to life, hold on to happiness. Yet he still only sees himself as a burden. A person with no meaning.
His weakness isn't his pain, his weakness was 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.
𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗰𝘀 (𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺, 𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗮𝘂𝗹𝘁, 𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀, 𝗲𝘁𝗰)
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