I Can't Hold On Much Longer...
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Being kidnapped by the League of Villains changed Katsuki, as much as he hates to admit it. Everyone noticed a shift in his "energy" when he was rescued. Something seemed off. Although, despite everything, they didn't even question Bakugou's new behavior. It wasn't too different from before, no, but you could tell something was bothering him. Whether it was something big or something small, there was a weight on his shoulders holding him down.
His punches were weaker, his grades slowly dropped, his harsh words turned into silent glares. Only a fool would ignore these signs, but of course, class 1-A is the biggest fool of them all. So, Bakugou Katsuki, is facing the world on his own. With the memories of what they did to him crawling their way into his mind, he struggles to hold on.
Hold on to life, hold on to happiness. Yet he still only sees himself as a burden. A person with no meaning.
His weakness isn't his pain, his weakness was 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.
𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗰𝘀 (𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺, 𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗮𝘂𝗹𝘁, 𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀, 𝗲𝘁𝗰)
𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗸
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Katsuki Bakugou in here, is completely different than in the actual anime. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ In here he is calm, don't want to be in any crowds, don't like attention. He is really quiet and Izuku is really different too than in anime. He is the bully. He always bullied Katsuki. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ All the story is about depressed Bakugou's life. How he was abused, went to school, when he had his problems and many, many more. Hope you enjoy my story! ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ☞︎︎︎While reading my story be aware of:☜︎︎︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Aʙᴜsᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏᴜɢʜᴛs/ᴀᴄᴛs• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Rᴀᴘᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴛᴄ.• ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ⚠︎ Rebember! When you need help, you feel depressed or anything like that - go to someone, talk. It's not good to hide it deep inside. You can talk to your family, friend that you trust, therapist. Anyone, even me. But not to someone that you don't trust, someone that seems fake and toxic, someone you don't know or anything like that. They can really hurt you. ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ Now enjoy my story! Hope you like it! ♡︎
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