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Hello, my name is Nicole and my reason for writing this book is that I want to help people. Help the broken, speak clarity to those who are angry, and tell my story of having to forgive someone I once planned to murder. Being sent to Darwin at the age of thirteen skyrocketed my life skills and guided me along the correct path to meet my husband. Life is what you dream it to be, this is my story of strength throughout my life hurdles. Strength of surviving and re-learning everything as an adult and a mother also giving birth to two children and having them stolen out of my care. Having to not only re-learn everyday life skills but having to put myself together again twice over. Most people that I have come across in my life have scarred my heart and left me shattered. Having my seven-week-old baby girl stolen away from me while I was in hospital, left me feeling completely ruined. The anger I had turned into stone cold hatred and thoughts and plans to murder Richard. I turned to heavy drugs which made me change becoming an alcoholic and a prostitute to afford my habit. I became somebody who I did not respect with truly little support. The main support I did have was from my neighbour Nick. Nick was accepting of me at my lowest when everyone else began to leave my side and judge me. Then my only companion Brodie was booked to fly over to be with his grandmother while I went to rehabilitation as I needed help putting myself together this time. That was my time to change and transition myself from all my hurts- to becoming a strong, determined, independent, and confident woman who just wants to help those who are breaking emotionally to keep going. There is no time to give up, your only time is your time now on this Earth.
If I can do it,
                Then so can you.All Rights Reserved

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One Million Emotions Inside a Single Teardrop.
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TW Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.* "You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back," "You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person." _____________________________________________ Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?