One Million Emotions......... One tear drop...........

Fiction / non fiction.

Hello, my name is Nicole and my reason for writing this book is that I want to help people. Help the broken, speak clarity to those who are angry, and tell my story of having to forgive someone I once planned to murder. Being sent to Darwin at the age of thirteen skyrocketed my life skills and guided me along the correct path to meet my husband. Life is what you dream it to be, this is my story of strength throughout my life hurdles. Strength of surviving and re-learning everything as an adult and a mother also giving birth to two children and having them stolen out of my care. Having to not only re-learn everyday life skills but having to put myself together again twice over. Most people that I have come across in my life have scarred my heart and left me shattered. Having my seven-week-old baby girl stolen away from me while I was in hospital, left me feeling completely ruined. The anger I had turned into stone cold hatred and thoughts and plans to murder Richard. I turned to heavy drugs which made me change becoming an alcoholic and a prostitute to afford my habit. I became somebody who I did not respect with truly little support. The main support I did have was from my neighbour Nick. Nick was accepting of me at my lowest when everyone else began to leave my side and judge me. Then my only companion Brodie was booked to fly over to be with his grandmother while I went to rehabilitation as I needed help putting myself together this time. That was my time to change and transition myself from all my hurts- to becoming a strong, determined, independent, and confident woman who just wants to help those who are breaking emotionally to keep going. There is no time to give up, your only time is your time now on this Earth.
If I can do it,
Then so can you.