I Struggle to be Myself
ilovecastiel18
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  • Reads 44
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  • Parts 1
  • Time 10m
ilovecastiel18
Complete, First published Jun 21, 2020
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BBC Sherlock fanfiction. Post season 4. While John struggles with his sexuality, Sherlock pushes him to accept the fact that he is bisexual. They end up fighting. Love confessions ensue. Johnlock. Hurt/comfort, angst, romance. Mild language warning. One-Shot.
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