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'You Can Drive All Night, Looking For The Answers In The Pouring Rain'

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Parts 12
Time 33m

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"It's what she would have wanted..."
"Stay alive for her, okay, just for her..."
"My condolences, Mr. Peralta..."

When Amy Santiago dies in childbirth, along with his unborn son, Jake Peralta feels like there's nothing else for him to live for. 

The squad struggles to help him balance himself out, but in the end, can Jake take it all?

Title from "Cigarette Dreams" by Cage The Elephant

⚠️ WARNING⚠️: This story deals with suicidal thoughts, actions, and self-harm that could be triggering for some. Please proceed carefully if you are one of these individuals.All Rights Reserved

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