Disappointed #Wattys2014
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#Wattys2014
In this life , people can be rough , people can make you feel a lot of sad and bad things , you expect lot of things when you're a little kid and they fill your heads with a lot of lies like : be nice with people and they'll do the same with you and stuff like that. But when you are out to the real world , you're going to end up like me ; "Disappointed" .
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