Kairi admits to his feelings for Mattia during a game of truth or dare while under the influence... Mattia doesn't take it well and bullies Kairi for the ongoing weeks after but... Kairi shocks everyone after a 1 month of not being in school, will he come back better or worse? Read to find out... If any of the NJ Boys read this then oh well! Y'all get uncomfortable with it then just exit off of it and don't read any longer! This contains: *smut* *angst* (a lot) *fluff* *racial slurs* (not meant to offend anyone) *homophobic slurs* (again not meant to offend anyone) *swearing* *self harm* (not meant to trigger anyone) *suicidal thoughts & attempts* (not meant to trigger anyone) and *use mental disorders* (not meant to trigger anyone) *use of kinks* *mentions of incidents that lead to blood* If you don't like this type of stuff leave and don't think about reading! I am a very detailed person and I will detail shit to the T so keep it pushing if you don't like the mentioned things above!