It was love

Elinor Siobhan, she's the girl I'm in love with. I've known her since we we're in first grade. Elinor and I became friends, at habang tumatagal pahulog ako ng pahulog sa kanya. Mahal na mahal ko sya to the point na wala na akong tinira para sa sarili ko.I was so in love with her even though she likes someone else. I know it's stupidity but you can't blame me. I am a motherfudging masochist.

If the time comes,will she going to love me?

Or she will choose him over me?