This is really just a collection of times I feel sad and how I am processing them. I realize it is probably stupid to put all my shit out on the internet but it's whatever. This is really just a public virtual diary for my own sanity and if its relatable that's cool I guess. Judgement and hate is not necessary or acceptable. I already feel bad enough about some of this shit and I don't need anyone else to tell me how much I should feel shitty about myself. Thanks. Read at your own discretion.