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Milk and Honey

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abusive-relationship action drugcartel gaslight manipulation romance self selfharmawareness selfhurt

Anastasia has been free of her old life almost 3 years now -- no more deal fix-ups, fear of people following her or hurting her -- or her family. In her new life, she's been able to come to college, almost be done, away from her old country. 
Yet, it all sucks her in, in one night -- she doesn't have family to worry about this time and she has a better idea of what her old life offered. Still recovering from all the things that happened, can she come out of it this time?

Edit/Note: The name of the book is inspired by the song, "milk and honey," by Delain. 
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Photograph: Photo by Hanna Postova on UnsplashAll Rights Reserved

abusive-relationship action drugcartel gaslight manipulation romance self selfharmawareness selfhurt

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