Far beyond reality

Pain, sadness, loneliness that's all I could feel when they were gone from my world forever. They wouldn't come back and I couldn't go to them. My parents, my everything was gone and I had 3 siblings that I would have to take care of. While they were in heaven resting I could only stay here and bear the whole burden myself. I wasn't ready for that. After all, I was just a child who was 10 years old. At that age, I was already an orphan with a family.