☆꧁༒☬ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴅᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ☬༒꧂☆

I'v always wondered at times when I felt like my lungs were being crushed and my head was spinning, 'Why me. .?'. The word 'why' is the most biggest question in the world, and there's unlimited reasons to that small yet big question. As I felt insecure through my whole life from the age of maybe 9 and up, I listed many reasons.

1. Because of my disorder of seizures

2. I'm naive

3. I'm too selfless

4. I care about others more then myself

5. I love animals more then humans.

6. I'm not to much smart along the common sense line-

7. I think to much of things and jump to negative conclusions because of my fears.

8. I'm afraid of a lot of things, more of thoughts and words.

9. I'm very sensitive yet I don't show it as much. (now i do though, in my own way).

10. When I speak back to defend myself I sometimes mess up words because i'm nervous.

But I had many friends, I had not too many my whole life until I met some at my new schools. Like from 6-9 gradeI made some friends. 1 that left me is one I can never ever forget and love so much. Just because he's a boy doesn't mean i love him in the kissy goo goo shit way either, don't even know if some of the kids i met in highschool really like me though. . . . Then theres more i'll talk about in my book so. . .

read if you want to know how I feel. . . my perspective.