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"Triggered I am not ok, Triggered when I see your face, you need to stay out of my way".
That text was the last time I communicated with him. I can't believe it ended like this, after what I thought were three good years. How could I believe the lies, the promises, the sweet nothings. I was so naive to believe everything he told me, but I was young; no one has ever looked at me the way he has, has ever shown me a life outside of the church way. No he was different then the boys around the church. He was no good but yet so good for me. I should've listened to my parents when they told me people on that side of town were no good. Every time I close my eyes I picture him with her, I want to go and fuck the both of them up, but I'm weak I'm broken. Now I have to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, the same heart he promised to never crumble. Where do I start? How can I continue my everyday routine when he's not a part of it anymore granted he's the cause of my pain but I still need him. I still want him.All Rights Reserved

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