You Saved Me

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Reads 921
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Parts 3
Time 27m

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"I can't do this. I don't want to do this without him." I whimpered, curling into my self. My head shaking as Cody tightened his grip around me.

"Do what?" James questions, sliding his hand into mine, giving me more reassurance than I could ask for.

"Live." I whispered, basically mouthing the words. I knew the boys heard it. Cody temporarily stopped rocking, and James' grip got a lot tighter.

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After Zach Browns older brother tragically dies saving him, he's been living a life of defeat. With an abusive father, and a deep hatred for his existence, he's counting down the days until he takes his last breath. 

That is until he's paired with Ethan Blyce to be his football 'Big Brother'

Cheeky, loud, and happy-go-lucky, Ethan is quickly infatuated with the older.

The only problem is that, Zach wants to die and Ethan wants him here. How will Ethan save Zach from his own mind?

TW: This story includes: Self harm, Mental health, Homophobia, Abuse, and Suicide talk/awareness. 

This book is pretty dark.

This is a spin off to Crash and Burn, but it can be read as a standaloneAll Rights Reserved

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