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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Sun, Jul 12, 2020
if i was pretty, maybe life would be easy.
but in order for me to be pretty,
i need to be skinny.
and to be skinny,
i must starve.
is this what they mean when they say that beauty is pain?
|| the sequel to the 2017 fiction awards winner, moonlight ||
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