What does an eightteen year old wants more than finding the love of her life, being roomies with your bestfriends, and going to live on your dream location? Life's a rollercoaster so you'll go up and down, to the right or left, sharp turns included. You'll lose people on your way to the stop. You'll find new people in your life that makes you fill the empty holes, you might find people you want to stab in the eyes. But what else do you want? Driving on a straight road endlessly? Same road? Same vieuw? Same people? No. You want to actually live your life, even if it sucks at some points. And bore you into the ground, that there seems no way out. Like an never ending tunnel. But some people, have long ladders, that'll get you out of trouble real, real quick. I'm one of those retards that will say without skipping a heartbeat; I want a shitty ass life.