Hayley Williams is hooked on meth. She's gone to rehabilitation four times, but something has always reeled her back into the torment of addiction. Finally, during her fifth trip to a center, a specialist asks her what that is. Distraught with the knowledge that she hates being controlled by something so bad, she caves in and tells him everything. She knows it by now, that it's not the drug she can't quit. It's her dealer.