Jamais vu

" the younger jimin died in that bathroom stall ,"
A story about trauma and trust
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TRIGGER WARNING PLS READ ⚠️
Dude I can't even read this work back because it's so ouch
This shit (check list below ) sucks , to say the least . It's not romantic , it's not poetry , it's not a way to feel love from others . These are issues that steal peoples life from them , literally or in the fact that you spend years maybe ur entire existence dead inside . There's nothing beautiful in that tragedy .
The event in this book is horrifying . And it's not for everyone . If this is going to f with ur mind , your energy , your thought system don't read . Even if u do please remember this is but a book , a fragment of a representation rooted in fiction and personal experience - nothing more . It's my writing , my attempt at creating art but I will not say that there is anything beautiful about it .
Please please please do not read this book if you suffer from any depressive mental health issues , this will definitely not help you and seeking triggers will only steal more of your life from you .
This book contains themes surrounding :
- sexual assault
- self harm
-suicide
- disordered eating
- PTSD
- depression
I don't mean to romanticise ANY of this , mental disorders are not an aesthetic - if u need help , speak to someone and connect , don't do something dangerous and live in regret and that moment of pain .
If you want an anonymous name to talk to I am absolutely here for you - it can get a little lonely in this world with everything locked inside . There is no shame , harm or judgement in sending me a message about anything bothering you , big or small💕