Live in a Dream - a Nightmare, actually
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'I think I'm getting worse.
I feel so dead inside.
Everyday it's getting harder to breathe.
I just want to sleep forever.'
Izuku Midoriya was one of the few people who everyone assumed was always happy, showing his brave and hardworking attitude without fail despite his hardships. He was the kid that was strong...
Right?
Why is his reality slipping, days blurring together and sounds and experiences only he seemed to witness. Why is this happening to him?!
"Sir! The results for Midoriya Izuku's diagnosis have come through. It's kind of.. unexpected..."
'NAME: Izuku Midoriya,
DOB: July 15, 2XXX
Diagnosed with schizophrenia XX/X/2XXX'
[WARNING: Suicidal thoughts/actions, severe mental illness, hallucinations/delusions, dissociation, experiences similar to mania, eating disorders, mentions of verbal/physical abuse/bullying]
[DISCLAIMER: I do not own Boku no Hero Academia, all credit to Horikoshi. I only own the plot for this story, my writing, and the book cover.]
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