Here's a personal depiction of what my firsts moments with the guys in my life are like and also bits of a family downturn. Either you guys believe this brief breakdown story of past events to now is true or not, is up to you. Everyone has secrets they keep, share and sometimes a bit of both. I definitely would not want anyone to know I went through these moments but I also want to share to people out there that these things happen. You think your life was normal until your mind matured. Until you remembered and knew what those things actually are. I'm not traumatized by any of these past events only that I get sudden dangerous thinking of life and regret. I hope my girl friends out there always know that you're not alone. And if these things happen to you. Don't ever let it happen. You need to be strong and stand up for yourselves. Because you will definitely walk on a road that will keep reminding you to regret what happened. I'm glad I found a happy place now! I guess you get the bad with the good in the end.All Rights Reserved